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Its always in the spirit...

  There will be many relationship that come and go and many of them you will feel good or bad about.

My life experiences has been very up and down still I find my way in a great space. Everything that happens to you is for your good and some you put yourself there. I had a lot of friends and people I thought was family and they betrayed me over the years.

I keep things bottle in USED TO now I let go and let God. I had to come to a point of knowing I was blocking y blessing because I was always angry. I was sad and always tried to figure why that happen.

I am not a Saint by all means, things I have done I am not happy or please about. Which is so funny (not really). God bless me anyways and he know everything I did and thought of.

God has place so many people in my life and some many bad people in my life to now I know that its always the spirit.

You know that thing that nudge you not to get in that car and later on the car was shot up. You didn't listen to it or that thing that nudge you when he didn't wear a condom now you have a disease. We know and hear it but in that moment we ignore. Why? I thought it will always turn out find that I had a cover over me that nothing would go bad.

Well my friend its always the spirit its in you around you and outside of you. Just Imagine if you listen to it the first time, if you wait on it instead of your way. Where would or could you be.

PS: Don't miss those that your spirits don't agree with God put them in your path for a reason. Grab the opportunity( its not using because the crossing wouldn't happen unless it was a purpose). After the purpose has been discovered and grab then you see the relationship fade away. Why? Its suppose to be that way. People get where they are with all kinds of people help, remember Yes you need your haters and supporters. :)



Just my thoughts

Who deserve your story?

Good morning,


If you don't want people to know. Your secrets or your life. Stop exploding it on Social Media. Your life and everything in is precious and should be shared with a small group.  Who deserve you story. Stop giving people everything your making hard to shine and make people wonder about You.

I Never Been.... Good or Bad?

 

I never been a needy women. I never let my issues show of being insecure or helpless. Do you think that's a curse or something good? Why I ask?

 

  People can tend to forget your human too.

 

People can tend to forget how you will feel.

 

People will tend to not care about you and want think twice on what you maybe going through.

 

I think I had to be responsible very early in life. I dont let issues or pain get to me. I take on a lot and i do it because God has provided me the grace for what I do. Im not askng for sympathy or someone to baby me. All im asking is respect and think of what all I have to deal with on a everyday bases. I dont think people think of what you deal with already.

 

 All they remember and tend to see is you do this and you can handle that. Im very hurt and sad that I get treated like Im just a person that need to do this. If I dont then Im a bad person. I get treated im not a good Shepherd. Guess what the only way you can help others is by taking care of yourself.

 

See no one but you will understand what I just said. In order to take care of other people you have to take care of yourself. That means saying No and not going back on your word. Yes people will be mad and angry with you. Guess what you will have your Peace and Rest.

 

 I'm tired and enough is enough. I have been bless with a miracle and Im taking care of myself. Ready or not!!!!

Real Life Journal by Tanesha Lawrence on 09-26-2014